Prove Him Wrong

Do not hope for the best, it is just my love feelings and I need to write them now.
Well, I am feeling them inside and the feelings that I am unable to explain. It is the feeling of love and sadness about my boyfriend who is wrong in understanding my love.
The new song “taking back my love” reminds me about you. Simply remember you. Did you miss the time we use to spend? No, of course not, you never love me while I love you a lot that leaves nothing except sorrow. The pain and sorrow of being left hurt you from inside.
I wrote my feelings and emotions for you last time in good way. I do it to show how much I love you. I wrote all this and wish that you received it in your birthday. You liked it and also loved me as we were happy on that day. You too felt it as I felt it. Everybody thought that we were going to be united. Then suddenly-no word left to be spoken. There is no anything to describe and no love is left for share. It was the bitter reality that you had left nothing for me. You made me cry. You made me feel cry when we were together. You knew it well why I reacted like this. You said me last time that you did not want to be that guy who would make you cry or sad.
While I answered him that I would be crying more and felt sadness if I will not with you anymore.
What type of boy is this to whom I loved so much? I loved him more than my words can describe it. I still love him too much when I think of him, It makes me more dejected. I miss you a lot but I do not think I love you.
Where is this boy that I loved so much? I loved him more than words could describe.
I still love him, when I think of him. When I think of you, I miss you, yes I do, but I don’t love you.
The fact is that I cannot love you anymore if you do not love me in the same way. Gosh boy! Why do you not realize it? How can I feel when I look at you?
How can I make realize this bitter reality?
When you left me, you also took something of me with you. All I have left now is a scared, sad and insecure still in love girl who does not know what to do.

I am sure, you are always wrong. A clear definition of you is a boy who likes to hang around with their close friends. Who do not have time to be with you? Who is feeling more happy and free? I do not like to lose you but I know you do not want me now. I have no any other option than leave you because you do not love me anymore.